trying not to love you

You call to me
And I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more
And our time apart
Like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more
But if there’s a pill
To help me forget
God knows I haven’t found it yet
But I’m dying to
God I’m trying to

Cause trying not to love you
Only goes so far
Trying not to need you
Is tearing me apart
Can’t see the silver lining
I’m down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying
But I don’t know what for
Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more